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| 09:21am 17/10/2004 |
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mood:  hopeful music: tbs- set phasers to stun
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damn i havent made an entry in this thing since before school started. o well uhm yeah well uh last night sucked ass cuz there was nuthing to do.. i really didnt care tho cuz i had today to look forward to. im supposed to be goin to the city with laurie n mario to get my tongue pierced =) i cant wait we better still be goin.. if not it will still prolly be a good day cuz i made 40$ yesterday.. n u know im spending it all hah.. well yeah i just decided to make an entry in this cuz i was really bored cuz i woke up so god damn early and i really dont have anything else to say so paYce |
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| 06:26pm 07/09/2004 |
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school tomorrow = fuck that shit =p |
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| happy 4th, kids |
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| 12:11pm 04/07/2004 |
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mood: happy music: sugarcult- memory
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yeeeah its 4th of july its just like fucking christmas hah juuuust kidding. anyway yeah my aunt n uncle n cuzins r commin over n so is laurie dom dave n samiG n maybe some other people hu knows yet...should be a fun day at least. the weekend hasnt been bad. friday night was sooooo fun =D !!! me dom laur n dave went to bob's house.. him n john were there & we were boozin it up a little bit haha. then we stopped at kevins n chilled there for a little, then back to dave aka betsy's house for the rest of the night =) john n bob walked us most of the way home bcuz theyre nice kids and we <3 them. laurie n dom slept over n we ate EVERYTHING in my house haha we watched the greatest south park ever and jackass and wildboys too. great night great night. the next morning we went with dom & her family to get puppies theyre so cute [coco & lacey.. i think] then at night we jus chilled by doms house and yeah thats pretty much it. so im out pae x0 |
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| same shit different day |
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| 11:25pm 30/06/2004 |
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mood:  ... music: P.I.M.P.!!!!
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heeyy yeh nuthing new really. Today i chilled n tanned with laurie. then we went n saw spiderman2 with dom dave n laurie's mom n dad n little bro. it was awesome.. not as good as the first one but still good so go see it fuckers. then laurie n dave went to jess's cuz she was sad.. feel better jess =(.. n me n dom drove around wit potter fer a little.. lol hes a funny kid.. then joe baragona came n picked up me laurie n dom n we just chilled like old times it was good. nuthing exciting.. i had to come home at fuckin 10:00 cuz my parents still like hate me. like i sed last time my life is kinda in the shitter as of right now.. i realized that its not really going in any kind of good direction and its not going to until i leave for vacation.. and even that is onli like temporary goodness cuz then 7 days later ill be back to doing the same old shit. wuuuutever i just cant wait til august wen i leave for cancun its guna be sick cuz all i know is that me n roseann have a sweet ass goal list that involves me and her hott ass neighbor so its all good =) .. hes beautiful wooooooowwww ::drool:: anyway.. wut was i talking about .. o yeah nuthing important as usual ..uhm.. my summer advice for everyone is pimp it up and drink as much as u possibly can <333 love im out |
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| and its all downhill from here |
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| 02:37pm 26/06/2004 |
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mood:  blah
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hmm.. well im just going fucking downhill arent i..im on a fucking roll.. as of right now my names been on 2 police report for 2 different towns in a matter of a week .. first me n my partner in crime dom get in a fight..then i get in trouble for drinkin in my house then the next fuckin night i get in trouble for drinkin at my cuzins house wo0ow .. maybe now my parents will understand that im not who they think i am ive been waiting for that for so long.. thers onli 2 things im upset about with this whole situation.. 1.my aunt and uncle probably think im a piece of shit now and probably dont want me to hang out with ro alot anymore cuz they dont trust me ..and 2.the fact that my parents dont trust 3 of my really good frends now.. i mean my dad sed he didnt mean all the shit he sed to them but if i cant hang out with them idk wut im guna do roseann is upset to .. we couldve lost 3 great kids as frends last night.. i dont think i did but roseann might have ..those ppl probably wont read this but i <3 u guys i really do n im really sorry. n ro dont worry about nething we r in this shit together .. r parents will get over it and they'll trust us again eventually.. and if not then fuck it haaaahh .. i shoulda known we were guna get caught.. i think of it this way i mean ive done sooo much shit that i havent gotten caught for i guess it was just my time.. uggghh wuuuteverr
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| 11:35am 06/06/2004 |
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mood:  hangoverrr music: taking back sunday- lullaby
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yeahh well i never write in this goddamn thing anymore so wut the hell y not update it now.. schools almost over thank god!! ..finals start wednesday n end monday, i cant wait til all that shit is over im so sick of it all .. then friday is prom i cant wait for that either its gna be madd funn. This weekend was alright friday after skool i went up to garret mountain wit a bunch of ppl ..deer hunting.. dont ask.. then at night i went to lauries fer a while jess n dom were there. Last night was my cuzin dannys graduation party it was so much fun, every1 was drunk and loud and well.. my typical family party.. i love my family theyre a bunch of fuckin nuts .. 5 beers 2 hurricanes and a jello shot later i left fer like an hour n went to wildlife wit shpu andrew n guff =) fun fun. we left my cuzins house at like 12.. i was supposed to sleep there but my mom wouldnt let me .. she knew that i was guna drink more and she didnt trust all my drunkass cuzins so she made me come home. =( yeh so that sucked ..uhm.. nuthings really new i guess.. boys just suck.. nuthing goin on in that department.. as usual =/ ugghh w/e .. im so itchy im going insane.. i have poinson ivy or sumshit on my leg and my arm its so gross .. its going away now but its still so fucking itchy, anyway, moving on, im gna b working with my mom over the summer like 2 er 3 days a week all day =p .. ill b makin like 50$ a day so its all good.. i just need money fer the summer so i guess thats good... aaaaaaahh i cant wait til summer... and wildwood aka cancun pregame haha and CANCUN is gna be tha shit i cant fuckin wait its gna be sick and yeah i dont feel like typing any more so bye |
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| gay gay gay |
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| 08:18pm 24/04/2004 |
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mood:  crappy music: taking back sunday - theres no i in team
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well spring break is finally here.. last nite was great we had a nice little party goin at nicoles ..we funneled n smoked it was a good time even tho i puked my brains out ..sum crazy shXt went on hahah.. then after that laurie jess n met up with us and them me kara n dom slept over my house. we woke up early nd me kara n dom went to shannons to c her b4 she left for florida =( .. me n laur n shan found a bird egg.. we named it milton. lauries keeping him at her house .. hes in a towel under a heat lamp.. he aint guna hatch but wut the hell we can try. we all went home fer a while n then me dom n nicole went driving around wit parisi fer a while that was fun we made sum deliveries for happy wok haha. my moms pissed bcuz she thought i was guna b home at like 630 n i didnt come home til 8.. even tho i called her like 50 times n told her id b home in a little while, so now im not allowed out tonite <gaaaaaaayyy that blows but w/e i have the rest of the week to go out so i guess it really doesnt matter so i guess ill just b sitting on my lazy ass at home all night DAMMIT.. uhmm hmm wut else.. well my current boy situation = non-existant =( well i really hav nuthing to say so yeah laaater |
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| 3 more days.. |
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| 08:20pm 05/04/2004 |
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mood:  sick music: blink182- easy target
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today was ok.. i had a game.. but i didnt play which is gay as hell.. so me n a few other ppl just sat there n froze our asses off the whole time. i thought my toes were gna fall off they were so0 fcukin cold. uhmm yea tomorrow i gotta og in early to make up my math quiz.. im so nervous i really really need to do good on this or im fukked for the rest of the skool year. well i hav an update on my news about goin to cancun.. its not for spring break its in august .. which is good cuz then i can hang out wit my frends n shit during spring break. o0 yeah nd im goin to wildwood in july fer 5 days wit ro n her family too.. i cant wait we always have fun down there. im sure there wil b sum commando attack goin on hahah.. the countdown starts soon baby!! |
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| 04:44pm 04/04/2004 |
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mood: aiyayaaaa music: yellowcard- ocean avenue
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yeaahh..its sunday.. most boring day of the week.. today started out pretty shity.. mostly cuz of last night but i wont get into that.. wen i woke up i had like no voice.. i still kinda dont but its better than b4. my parents bitched at me all morning n told me i do nuthing around the house and that my room looks like a shithole [no lie..its a disaster] so i spent most of the morning attempting to clean it [it still looks like shit but its better i guess] uhh..then i finished my h/w so thats good nd then my cuzin just made my day [ro i <3 u] .. theres a very good possibility that im goin to cancun wit her n her family wen they go on vacation fer spring break WOOOOOHHOOOOO hell yeah im so excited ..i talked to my dad about it n he sed that i gotta start cleanin my room n shit like that..so basically i can go he just needs to convince my mom and talk to my aunt n uncle about it. its gna b fukkin awesome if i go!! me nd ro would b partyin it up fer tha week =) so0 yeah hopefully that will all work out and it wil b one fukkin awesome trip..and yea other than that nothing good happend today ..gotta go study my ass off for math so i can get a D on my report card instead of an F =/ peaCe owt |
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| same shit different day.. |
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| 04:59pm 03/04/2004 |
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mood:  ughh music: ill catch you- the get up kids
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wellp.. skool blows .. im getting an incomplete on my report card for math 3rd marking period.. i need to get higher than a 60 on the quiz i gotta retake in order to get a D .. thats patheic.. plus my parents will flip out if i get a D so basically i have to ace the test so i dont get grounded for the rest of the skool year <<GAYYY =( uhmm yeah well last nite was kool me n kar went to ruffos sweet16 =) then we went to shans fer a little n her n kar n laurie slept over my house..we had sum fun ;) tonite i have no clue wut im doing .. JOE BARAGONA HAS A BASKETBALL GAME AT 7:00 GoFCUKIN WATCH IT ..HES LIKE THE WHITE MICHAEL JORDAN WOOHOO!!!!..wait nvm game is canceled.. =( ..well yeah idk wuts goin on tonite uhm hopefully it will involve sumthing illegal hahah .. maybe..just maybe ..even sum garbage picking lmao well yeah i dont know wut else to write so pAe x0 |
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| gimme a call if u wana come roll wit me ..im onli one call away |
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| 08:30pm 03/03/2004 |
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mood:  ... music: chingy - one call away
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hmm..could that testing in skool b any gayer.. haha yeah skool was pretty boring as usual.. kara n ruffo were "in the library" n came to my lunch =) so that was kool ..uhm..wow today was realli friggin boring.. me n kara went to shans after skool .. barb was there for a little with mark n then jay came over toooo uhmm we picked up nicole n went drivin around fer a little good times good times
welp im gna go do sum situps no0w.. u kno, gotta lose sum of tha beer gut haha
my hands around your throat n i think i hate you
we made the same mistakes mistakes like frends do
until the day i die ill spill my heart for you |
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| 08:24pm 02/03/2004 |
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mood:  its all good music: blink182- always
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well yeah.. since my last entry there has been sum pretty daaaaamn good weekends.. partyin it up fer laur n shans bday.. karas soon =) yaaaayyy .. uhm hmm wut else.. we had these gay testing things in skool .. we drive my homeroom teacher totally insane those hav to b the most rediculously easy tests ive ever taken haha at least we get to miss sum classes n go into skool later.. ughh school sux asshole i cant wait til the weekends and vacation and summer ..this past weekend was alotta fun we drank our asses off n then every1 slept at my house that night it was kool.. saturday we went out wit a bunch of ppl n made a huge fire in a parking lot it was kool as hell .. me n shan played mission impossible lol .. then me barb kara n elizabeth slept at shans house it was ko0l .. uhm today me laur shan n armondo went to shans we decided to walk to tracks n the tressle .. n then sum1 [armondo] decided to start a fire in sum leaves n make tons of smoke haha so we heard cops n ran 1/2way bak to shans ahah .. then jus now i was drivin around wit shpu fer a little =) me n him r good .. we r "together" i guess or sumthing like it lol <3333333 uhmm i guess thats all i realli hav to say so PaYcceee |
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| 10:32am 20/02/2004 |
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mood:  hmm music: story of the year - until the day i die
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welp.. havent written in this thing in like years hah.. lauries bday is tomorrow!! shan's is in 5 days!! massive birthday orgys =) .. we made laurie a cake yesterday n o0boy was it attractive hahah it looked like a pile of shit lol it was good tho..other than that idk if nethings realli knew.. jus been hangin out, drinkin, u know how it is .. uhm..i never know wut to write in this friggin thing - guys r so fukkin weird.. i sware to god theyre all bipolar or sumthing ..well at least most of them ..sumtimes i wonder y i let it bother me ..no i dont.. i know y it bothers me </33 .. heres a good question.. how can sum1 say they like u alot but then say they dont wana go out with u?? am i the onli one hu duznt understand this .. n wen u tell them u dont understand they say they dont wana go out wit u but they will if u want ..thats like saying, well u can force me to go out with u.. y dont u jus rip my heart in half buddy =D ..ughh!! THIS KID DRIVES ME FRIGGIN CRAZY ... neway happy bday laur n shan i love u guys |
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| heres your letter - blink182 |
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| 10:06pm 10/02/2004 |
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mood: =/
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Cut the skin to the bone fall asleep all alone hear your voice in the dark
lose myself in your eyes choke my voice say goodnight as the world falls apart
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this
Here's a letter for you but the words get confused and the conversation dies
apologize for the past talk some shit take it back are we cursed to this life
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this
I'm talking to the ceiling my life just lost all meaning
do one thing for me tonight I'm dying in this silence
The last star left in heaven is falling down to earth and
do you still feel the same way do you still feel the same way
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this |
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| good song =) |
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| 07:09pm 21/01/2004 |
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mood:  weird
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now ur gone - i wonder why - u left me here - i think about it on and on and on and on and on and on again. - i kno ur never coming back - i hope that u can hear me - im waiting to hear from u
until i do - ur gone away - im left alone - a part of me is gone - nd im not moving on - so wait for me - i kno the day will come..
ill meet u there - no matter where life takes me to - ill meet u there - nd even if i need u here - ill meet u there
i wish i could hav told u - the things i kept inside - but now i guess its just too late - so many things remind me of u - i hope that u can hear me - i miss u - this is goodbye - one last time..
ur gone away - im left alone - a part of me is gone - nd im not moving on - so wait for me - i no the day wil come..
ill meet u there - no matter where life takes me to - ill meet u there - nd even if i need u here - ill meet u there - no matter where life takes me to - ill meet u there - nd even if i need u here - ill meet u there ill meet u there..
nd where i go ull b there with me - 4ever ull b rite here with me..
ill meet u there - no matter where life takes me to - ill meet u there - nd even if i need u here - ill meet u there - no matter where life takes me to - ill meet u there - nd even if i need u here - ill meet u there ill meet u there..
[ simple plan - meet you there ] |
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| aiayayyaaaa |
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| 04:49pm 21/01/2004 |
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mood: blahhh music: simple plan
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hmm.. today wasnt that bad .. didnt go to skool yesterday n surprisingly i dont hav any shit to make up.. no h/w =) .. im at shannons rite now shes kinda bummed out about a geey boy ..shannon i love u dont b upset ..i no it hurts guys suck my big blue penis =( .. kara n her bf n bob n laurie r here too =) fun fun .. we r having one big ass crazy friggin orgy haha .. hmm i really dont know what else to say so byyyeeee <3 |
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| 04:15pm 18/01/2004 |
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well yeah i have a headache and snow sux. i like snow but its such a pain in the ass and theres nuthing to do wen it snows. im watching sum show about michael jackson..dayum wut a freak.. hes a little scary. i was gna go out n drink tonite but hu knows now.. hopefully i will..god damn snow.. well at least we have off frum skool tomorrow so thats good..uggh.. maybe i was wrong about sum of the stuff i sed in my last entry thing.. i talked to ppl .. sum stuff is different.. its even more confusing now =( ..happy n confused n sad at the same time- geeeeeey.. wuuuuuttteeevvveerr.. im bored as shit .. sitten on my lazy ass listening to sum music .. BLAHH hopefully tomorrow will b more fun cuz i did absolutely nuthing today so yeah bye |
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| long time no talk |
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| 11:47pm 17/01/2004 |
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mood:  hmm..? music: brandnew
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hmm.. lots of shit to say.. first of all wow laurie fought megan wuteverthefuckherlastnameis and she is my idol .. i am so amazingly pissed off that i wasnt there to see it and jump in that shit haha it woulda been a fcukin brawl hahah laurie kicked sum ass tho kara n shannon n stef fought sum bitch too ahaha they rock my sox .. nuthin special goin on this weekend so far really.. fridya night sat on my lazy ass n did nuthing n tonite me n laurie went to the mall it was cool I GOT GREEN PANTS HOLY SHIT THEY R SEXY.. boyz confuse the shit outta me .. [no names here ill use #'s] boy#1 just makes me want to strangle him .. i like him still .. i wont admit that to him .. idk wether i should or not.. he made it clear that he doesnt like me nemore so w.e .. it just kills me cuz i still like him but i dont want to ... boy#2 is just a sexy biatch but i dont think i hav a chance there so blahhh =( hu knows .. n then thers boy#3 i would so go out with but like bcuz of boy # 1 and 2 im not .. wow people make my life so damn confusing but o well.. hi joe .. i tried to giv u sum "expert advice" hopefully i helped i doubt it tho haha
good song lyrics >> so have another drink and drive yourself home i hope theres ice on all the roads and u think of me when u forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield is that what u call tact ur about as subtle as a brick on teh small of my back so lets end this call and end this conversation.. i cant let u let me down again [brandnew - seventy times 7] |
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| 07:15pm 07/01/2004 |
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mood:  cold music: hands down - dashboard
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well once again i havent written in this thing in a while.. everybody writes in theirs like everyday i write in mine like once a week cuz im geeeeeyyy .. i think im going insane i need sleep but i cant sleep =/ .. hmm? well skool blows but wut else is new.. i need to go to the batting cages.. idk where that came frum but neway..im so bad i corrupted my cuzin.. she has seen the light n is never going back lol ro u kno its tru.. yeh wow boys r geeeey.. well most of them.. some r good..a few neway lol.. theres this boy.. n hes sexxxxy.. n i want to rape him in the ass with a spork.. haha ..sum ppl will kno wut im talking about lol.. um nuthings realli new i guess jus hangin out doin the normal shit so yeh thats realli it and this entry was pointless basically cuz i hav nuthing to say cuz i dont remember wut i did since tha last entry so byebye <3.. oh yeah n by the way laurie suck my ass =)
- my hopes r so high that ur kiss mite kill me so wont u kill me so i die happy.. my heart is yours to fill or burst to break or bury or wear as jewelry whichever u perfer - |
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